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Receipt Book
of Eleanor

Of Ashenmere · in the Parish of St. Cuthbert’s
Begun in the year of Our Lord 1322, in the seventh month, by Eleanor, daughter of Margaret, daughter of Cecily, daughter of women whose names have not been kept.

The work was given to me by my mother, who had it of hers. The work is given to my daughter, Else, who will have it of mine. Whoever else reads this hand: do not show this book to the priest. The herbs do not require his permission. The hand does not require his absolution. The work does not require his approval.
— E.

A Tisane for the Cough

Take a small handful of horehound leaves, dried, and a thumb of fresh ginger root if it is to be had. Pour upon them a measure of boiled water, and steep until the steam smells bitter at the back of the throat. Strain. Stir in a spoonful of honey. Give a cupful to the patient at first light, at noon, and at the going of the sun.

If the cough is dry, add a knot of comfrey root.

If the cough is wet, omit the comfrey and add a sprig of thyme.

Aldric will not take it. He says the Lord provides. He is wrong about that, but he is the priest, so I send what I send and let him refuse it. — E.
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A Comfrey Poultice for the Swellings

Comfrey leaf, fresh if the season permits, dried otherwise. Crush in the mortar with a measure of warm water and a thread of clean fat. Apply to the swelling with the fingers, working from the centre outward. Bind with linen. Renew at every changing of the bell.

The swellings will not always go down. Sometimes the work is the staying-with, not the curing.

Marian Cooper, the second of October. The poultice did not lift the heat. We sat with her until first light. — E.
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Willow Bark for the Heat

Strip a length of bark from a young willow, in the spring if you may, but the autumn will serve. Steep in cold water overnight. Drain. Re-steep in boiled water. The brew is bitter; mask with mint or a spoon of honey if either is to be had.

For a child: half a cup, taken slowly.

For a grown body: a full cup, taken in three drafts at the third part of an hour.

If the patient cannot swallow, dip the linen in the brew and lay it on the brow, the inside of the wrist, and the hollow at the throat. The heat will draw to the cloth.

The willow does not save. The willow eases. Remember the difference. — E.
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Yarrow for the Bleeding

Yarrow flowers, dried, ground fine in the cracked mortar. Apply to the wound directly. Press with a clean linen until the flow slows.

For a wound in the throat, the chest, or the deep stomach: apply, but send for the priest also. The herb is not enough.

For a wound that bleeds from no cause anyone can find: the herb will not help. Send for me at any hour.

This includes the bleeding that comes when the hand has felt the pulling. There is no herb for that. There is only the staying. — E.
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A Salve for the Burns

Render a measure of clean fat. Stir in lavender, beeswax, and a little of the goldenseal if you keep any. Cool. Apply to the burned skin twice a day, lightly. Keep the burn out of the air when you can.

For burns of the kitchen: this works.

For burns of the spirit: it does not.

Janet Whitfield, the burning of her hand at the bread oven, 1339. The salve worked. She was kind to me after, until she wasn’t. — E.
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Elderflower Tincture for the Fever

Pick the elderflower at first opening, in the late spring. Steep in clear spirits for the turn of one moon. Strain into a small dark bottle. Keep on the shelf above the hearth, where the heat will not catch but the cold will not reach.

A drop on the tongue. No more.

A warning. This is the bottle I will not let Else open until she is grown. The spirit in it is more than spirit. If you are reading this and you do not know what I mean, put the bottle back. — E.
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A Prayer the Church Won’t Hear

(This is not for the recipe book. I keep it here because I do not have another place to keep it.)

Hand that has held my hand,
hand that holds it now,
hand that will hold the hand of the one who comes after me —

let me do the work without flinching,
let me sit with the dying without pretending,
let me carry the names that the record will not.

If I am called a witch for it, let me be a witch.
If I am called a fool for it, let me be a fool.
If I am forgotten, let me be remembered by my own.
I am remembering you, Mam. — E.M.
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The Mortar Rite

The mortar is not magic. The mortar is a record.

When you take it from the woman who held it, do not replace it. Do not buy a new one when this one cracks. The crack is part of the record. The crack is where her hand pressed wrongly the first time and learned. The crack is the reason the mortar still grinds.

Do not let anyone in your kitchen mock it. If they cannot understand why you keep a cracked stone bowl, they cannot understand the rest of the work.

The cracked mortar is now Else’s. She tried to buy me a new one twice. She has stopped trying. She will know why one day. — E.
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On the Pulling-Away

This is not a recipe. This is a thing you must know.

When you lay your hand on a body that has begun to leave, you will feel a draw. It is small. It is steady. It is past you, not toward you. It is the work of separation. It does not hurt. It does not frighten the one leaving. It only frightens the one who can feel it.

You will want to take your hand away. Don’t. Stay until they have finished.

After, your hand will know. It will know for the rest of its life.

The work is not the saving. The saving is sometimes given and sometimes not. The work is the staying-with.

I felt it tonight, in Will Fenton, the harvestmaker’s son, fifteen years old. I did not lift my hand. I stayed until he had finished. The bells were at seven when I left the house. I am writing this so my own hand will remember itself. — Else, October 1348

If this book has come to you and you do not know whose hand wrote first in it, the answer is: a woman who tended the dying in Ashenmere when the dying were many and the help was few. Her name was Eleanor. Her mother’s name was Margaret. Her mother’s mother was Cecily.

The line continues. The work continues.

If you are now the hand that holds it, then you are the answer.

Stack your hand on top of theirs.
That is how we don’t lose them.